Love is sometimes freezing cold.

Adrian swallowed.

"Everyone wants me to say something, but I thought if I said something, Stella would leave and I would never see her again."
After a moment's silence, he continued muttering.
"In the end, I didn't say anything, but it's still over. I see her, but I'll never be able to look at her again. And the worst thing is: something like this only ends when someone dies or breaks up with you. That's when it's valid to be sad, that's when you have the right to be sad. But we weren't even together..."

First friend, first love, like a sweet current. First heartache, cold, very cold! A pain that grows longer and longer, lonelier and lonelier. The story of a young man trying to understand his place in the world, clinging to hope, life and love.

German author Susan Kreller is now available in Turkish for the first time with her novel, which won the 2015 Best Novel Award in German Youth Literature! The author, who tells the story of a friendship that turns into first love and the first heartbreak in a simple style, opens up the concept of "normal" to discussion through the feelings of a teenager who is "different" from her peers. Delicately exploring the different forms of distance, the book introduces the cold side of love.